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I guess no one reads these journals. Well except for me. I read some of them once in a great while.

Today was pretty good. Until about 9 and then Jon called and he made me so mad I wished I could crawl through the phone to slap some sense into him. If he does what he is planning to do I will very much be heartbroken. I love my son and for him to run off to live with some girl he doesn't know at all really upsets me. If I knew her maybe it would matter some. But he hasn't even met her and he is planning to move in with her. I don't like it at all. If something happens to him I will never forgive myself for not tying him down to his bed so he couldn't go.
But then again maybe it will be a good thing. I wish I had at least a tiny bit of a good feeling about this. He is talking about moving out there in November and not coming home until the following July. What in the heck is he going to do if it doesn't work out. he won't have any place to go. Not there. We don't have any family out there to help him.

Right after that we got a call. Woody's brother is sick and can't go to work which probably means he won't be home early enough to go to the family reunion. I am heart broken.

The rest of the day was ok. Leon and Tiffany went to the movies and Woody and I picked up groceries and cleaned the pool some.

I need to get busy doing something.