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I don't know what to do...I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place. Funny thing, I've never had to use that saying until now. I never really even understood it but it makes so much sense for once. Something inside of me has come to my attention for the first time in awhile and now I cannot get rid of it. Please don't think any less of me. And if you do please don't leave my side. I need your arms to hold me as I cry myself to sleep at night. I don't want any more bullshit about what happened way back when. I just need you to be my lover and my very best friend. Honesty is the key, that's what everyone says. But did anyone ever think it could make you wind up dead? I want to tell you everything and I hope the same is for you. Whatever problem, baby, just promise me we'll make it through...