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It's happening all over again. I honestly don't even know what I'm doing anymore, like I'm constantly in some state of unconsciousness throughout the day. It feels like everything in my life is right... Sometimes I feel like I'm too young. I shouldn't be so "tied down", right? It's my life and body and I should be free to do as I please with it. But at the same time, I want to think of the long run. What is best for me and in case this is the real deal. Something tells me it's genuine and but I just want to be able to do more than just this...at least for the time being. I don't know why I'm bothering ranting on about this...not like it makes any kind of difference. Oh well though, couldn't hurt. Well, let us just hope it can't anyway... </3