Sorry. Not too many poems lately. Too busy to think, or in too much pain. So sorry about that. I'll try to write more often, but I'm not going to promise anything. Anyways, hope you enjoy what I have written ^^ If you have any comments, helpful tips, or you think i could impove my work in any way please share. Thank you =]
"Sappy"
I want you to stay
But I need you to go
I'm not sure why
But you've reached your all time low
You pick her over me
And I don't know why
It's quite painful you see
And it makes me die
I can no longer pretend to be happy
The pain that I feel shows in my eyes
I'm sorry if this seems sappy...
Maybe that's because I bought into your lies
Even if I want you to stay you must go
Understand that's you not me
I guess this is the way the book unfolds
Maybe if you're gone I will be able to see
((I'm feeling betrayed...I needed to let some emotion out...hope you like it... ))
"Numb"
Open than close
That's just how it goes
Will this pain ever go away?
That's the question I ask everyday
Day in, day out
I can't even shout
All I want to do is lay in my bed and cry
But than wouldn't I be better off dying?
I can barely hold myself together anymore
This all started that day on the shore
You ripped my heart out of my cheast
Did you really think that I would still be my best?
It heals then opens itself
Your voice makes the pain melt
But once you're gone...oh God once you're gone
It's unbearable even at dawn
I don't know how I'm still here
It's like I see the head light and I'm the deer
I can't stay but I can't go
I'm not even sure if you should know
I love you. dont think that's a lie
Just understand witout you I'm going to die
I need you to fix this wound
Please, oh please help me soon
I just wish I could tell you
Why couldn't you have knew?
It would make it more easy
But then who said this would be breezy?
Give me time my love
Please be patient and don't shove
I'll let you know when the time comes
Until then I'll have to find a way to become numb
((Just what I'm feeling. He's so far away but I need him right here next to me. I cant wait until I'm 18 to see him...I'll go insane...but if it's for him I'll do it. I'd do anything for him...so yeah this poem shows all the pain and emotion I'm trying to handle right now...i guess...anyways hope you enjoy ))
 miroku fan 101 · Tue Sep 02, 2008 @ 11:53pm · 0 Comments |
