stumbling
shaking
confused
braking
Trying to find meaning
Trying to make sense
But ever time I do
I hit a break fence
Im enclosed
Im trapped
No guide to help me
No easy path
No one sees me
But I see them
Trying to help
But im torn lemb from lemb
Why help others
When I cant even help myself
Can never find true happiness
Just sadnesses poor health
I try to be sad
But why would I do that
Do I want to cry
Do I want my heart flat
Why do I aim
To hurt
To think Im nothing
Burnt
I cant see
Why Id do this
But I do it anyway
Receiving sorrows kiss
All the weight
In my eyes
Why cant it stop
Why cant my tears be dry
Everything gets darker
Everything fades
I want to change
I want to be remade
In the dark again
But I just want out
Its so quite here
Even if I shout
Stop
Stop
Stop
Stop
Dont cry anymore
Stop with this pain
But why do I want more
Have I gone insane
...Or is it
Because no one will hold me
No ones there to care
Everything just coldening
options are limited
and this box has me only
I want to change
But im so lonely
I wait for someone
In the dark cold
waiting
for a hand to hold
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