help me, please...
*sighs* lately i've been a mess. i've been more irritable and moody lately. the slightest things send me flying off the handle. most of all, whenever i see a couple acting all lovey dovey in public i get agitated beyond belief and reason. i feel sick to my stomach and want to gouge my eyes out, or flip them off for not even thinking of people who are hurting like i am. even if they are head over heels for each other, they need to learn control. making out and groping each other isn't meant for public. get a room, damn it.
i guess i should put this in short: love is blossoming all around me and i don't know how to handle it. i know that it's only less than four years until i can be with the guy i love again, but right now it feels like forever. watching those couples is like pouring salt and vinegar into a fresh wound; it hurts like hell. i know, i know...i should be handling this better, but i'm handling the whole thing like a grieving, selfish, needy b***h. i just want to go back to being happy, hyper, and cheerful like i used to be. but it's only four years, not even. that time will come soon enough...
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oddly enough when she said no i was actually cool with it. i mean yeah i wanna be with this girl(there is no way in hell im telling u who it is just know shes a sophmore k?)but i guess im just not meant to be with her oh well i got 4 years and hundreds of girls at this school so im bound to have a girlfriend