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I sit here alone in the darkness
I like the darkness
It comforts me
the light causes me problems
it brings pain and sorrow
and thats not good for me
I need someone who likes the darkness too
they need to hate the light
no good can come out of the light
when in the darkness, there is no pain
no sorrow to deal with
I need more darkness in my life
I shall consume the darkness
I don't want to feel any emotions
no love
no warmth
no kindness
no laughter
no sadness
no hate
nothing
then I will be perfect
I shall be a corpse
walking among the living
like I am one of them
but only.....
I'm not.....................