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This will be my second entry. My birthday was two days ago, and nothing much came of that. A few phone calls (which I could have done without xp ) and I was treated to dinner at an upscale establishment. Weather was rather unpleasant for any outdoor activites, so my family is planning a celebration on the coming weekend. I've been wracking my brain trying to think of gifts, but I can't think of any, besides my usual standby of videogames. I feel it's time I got something more, but I don't know what. So, unless I can think of something better, I will simply be asking for money. I figure, it's easier in the long run. My relatives won't be wasting valuable gas money trying to find something I want or something they "think" I'd like... Not to mention, my bank account could always use a little boost. Call it greedy if you like, I call it practical.

On to different matters, I recently heard from my ex that she would consider going back out with me if I lived closer to her. This may, in fact, be possible. She lives in Pennsylvania, and one of the colleges I've been looking at is actually pretty close to her house. So, if all the colleges I've been looking at turn out to offer the same thing, I know which one I'll be attending. A lot of people say I shouldn't let something like that affect my decision on where I shoul go for college, but they don't know what I'm looking for in a college. I won't go into details so I won't bore you, but long story short, my choice in Pennsylvania has exactly what I want in terms of classes and in affordability. Me being able to get back with my ex is merely icing on the cake. I still love her as much as the day I first told her so. Call me mad, if you must. I still hold out hope I can be with her again. I really can't describe what it is I love so much about her. Maybe it's because she's the first person who said those three magical words to me, and meant it. Maybe it's because she opened my heart up, and showed me a lot of good things I didn't know about. Things I'd never imagined existed. Or maybe it's because she's still the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. whee Either way, I love her with all my heart, and I doubt that will ever change. Even though we broke up. Who knows? Perhaps I am mad, and don't know it yet. Either way, not much I can do about it at this point. Heh, the future looks so bright. End of entry.