Nobody’s perfect, right? There is no perfect girl who’s got all the stuff that society craves for… Well. YEAH. Nobody’s completely flawless and clean. We all being people… And almost everybody’s got some not-so-pleasant insecurity that is not apparent to everyone…
Yet I still feel all the time that some other girls just seem so perfect. Those perfect Asian girls at my school with their skinny jeans and designer bags, matte skin and sculped shoulders, awesome personalities and popularity, athletic ability and straight A’s…
How can one maintain such apparent “flawlessness”?
While I, on the other hand… Total nerd, unpopular, bad figure and a bad sense of style… The girl that guys don’t want to be seen dead talking to.
In movies, the “weird ugly girl who doesn’t fit in” played by some glam actress always blossoms at the end and goes of happily ever after, great friends + a BF at her side and comfortable with herself… Such stories don’t come true. The producer just wants to capture viewers and get top box office and make a load of money… T____T
I’m so uncomfortable with myself. I feel embarrassed about my skin and my figure and EVERYTHING. I must have social anxiety or something.
