I think I am going to cry. Reason is because I'm going to tell Ryan my feelings...Today. I am seriously panicing since I'm doing it on the phone. And you must think I am kind of stalkerish if I have his phone number. But really, it is in last year's school directory. And I have no clue what I'm going to say to him.
In an hour, I'm going to be calling Ryan. And if he says no, I'm going to cry. Because I've had this crush for two years. God, help me.
~5:11 PM
Ok. I couldn't work up the courage to call when I was supposed to. So then my friend Sarah finally made me call. No one was home. Then she made me call again. And no one picked up the second time. So I won't call until Friday. Or maybe never again... I was shaking when I was putting in the numbers. XD
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Troubles, Rants, and Thoughts of a 14 year old Girl.
Useless things about the life of a fourteen year old filled with all sorts of rants. Basically, what the title says.
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Being a teenager and handling things like this is really hard, but don't worry about it too much. You have a whole life ahead of you so it won't be the end. You're a good person no matter what.