Usually, the day my mom has to go back home, I don't feel so bad. But now I do. It could be because of the problems I've been having with my dad understanding my feelings, but I don't know. Or maybe because mom is moving back to Utah, so that means less visits from her. I just don't know...
And not only is that bothering me, but the suspension is too. I like being away from people, really. But to know I did something so bad to get me suspended... it just feels awful. That's harsh enough punishment for me. -.-; My chest aches right now... I feel like such a horrible person.
I love you Suppi. T.T heart
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