"Everything Above"
Follow him and you will find your light
It may be hard but it will be worth the fight
Hold on tight don't let go
For there's something you should know
Child you are not alone anymore
Don't just stand there waiting on the shore
Go out and show the world what you can do
Don't worry just be you
People will love you you, people will care
But first you must share
Open your heart and in return you will get love
Open your eyes my child and you will see everything above
((well, i had to write this for my ccd class which is something i go to every tuesday. we were supposed to make a rap about god and the church and stuff...so i made this. the funny thing is that i wrote this before they even told us we had to make a rap. so yea....guess i was supposed to make this or something. plus the idea has been going through my head for awhile now. but anyways, hope you enjoy it.))
"Engaged"
Ring on my finger
A smile on my face
We're no longer strangers
We now run the same race
I pull on the white dress
It sparkles in the light
I remember when I was a mess
Now I'm quite a sight
I say "I do"
Now I wait for your reply
You say "I do" too
In relief I sigh
I lay here in your arms
Your lips eagerly kiss mine
I know you would never put me in harm
For that I trust you and I know I'll be fine
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I get down on one knee
I see the sparkles in your eyes
I ask you to marry me
You nod your head and start to cry
The tux fits just right
Now I must wait for you by the stairs
My eyes search for you in the crowd so light
I see you in your dress and you're too beautiful to bare
You say "I do"
A smile takes place of a nervous line
Then I say "I do" too
You are forever mine
Holding you in my arms
My lips meet yours
Dear, you have so much charm
Together we will soar
((Well I was wearing a big ring on my wedding finger today and it has real diamonds on it so...people thought i was engaged or something. That made me laugh and it gave me the idea for this poem.
The first part is from the girls point of view and the second part is from the guys point of view.I hope you like it, 'twas rather fun to make ))
"Heart-mind"
Hole in my heart
Nothing in my mind
We will always be apart
You were something I wasn't meant to find
Falling into this dark abyss
Leaving nothing behind
Keeping everything of the one I miss
There's nothing else on my mind
Pieces laying on the ground
Confusion heavy on my mind
No matter what I do I cant make a sound
I will always be blind
I try to forget
Try to heal this broken...thing
But I cant, not yet
I'll never leave this memory or how beautiful you sing
I'll never fix this broken heart
Never even give it a start
((yea...confused and heart broken. just a mess))
"Eternal Rest"
Voices in my head
I cant ignore them
Trying to forget just days ago we were wed
This is turning into a problem
Cracks in my heart
The pain cant be ignored
It's been this way from the start
I have tightly and securely locked my hearts door
I hear the whispers and yells
There's nothing I can do
It feels like in darkness I have feel
I feel on my skin, the glistening dew
Blood dripping to the ground
I fall and grab my chest
I scream but from my mouth comes no sound
Maybe I just need an eternal rest
((maybe I just need to go to sleep and never wake up. . .maybe then i could finally be in some peace. . .or maybe it would be a never ending nightmare *shivers* well anyways, hope you like it ))
"It hurts..."
It hurts to hold on to this
But it hurts to let go
This is bull s**t
It hurts just to show
Words fail me right now
Falling apart like my heart
I don't want to understand why you did this or how
But I never will get that part
Ears deaf to all sounds
The only things I hear is your voice
I fall to the ground
Don't think that I have a choice
Tears flow down my face
I wonder if my eyes will ever dry
Am I such a disgrace?
Either way I guess this is good-bye
The pain too strong
The words too loud
The silence is becoming too long
The tears are too noticeable in the crowd
This pain will come to an end
The words will leave my head
Even in silence my heart will never mend
The tears will stop once I am soon dead
((it hurts to do anything. to think, to listen, to talk, to feel...everything and anything hurts like hell..i'm surprised i could even write this. i had to at least stop...15 times to get a hold of myself....this is what came out of it though.
hope you enjoy ))
"Letting you go. . ."
How can I survive without you?
There's no way. . .
That's something I cant do
But what can I say?
I cant make you stay
Thought I wont make you go
Is this the right way?
How do we know?
This lesson is becoming hard
Like the lesson of like
Keep up your guard
Let nothing in not even strife
I'm letting you go
Letting my heartbreak
I wont let it show
Wont let my act shake
Believe the fake smiles
Never see the sorrowful tears
I guess we're both living in denial
Or maybe that's just me my dear
((I'm letting him go. . .letting him leave me. . .
this is so hard *cries* i will always love you. . .
if your reading this love, every word i speak is true. . .
i have been and will always be in love with you... ))
 miroku fan 101 · Fri Oct 17, 2008 @ 09:11pm · 0 Comments |
