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This morning, making my way through the crowded hallways 2 girls had passed me and shouted, "Damn!" I then, swear 1 of them mumbled, "What was that?" A few more girls pranced passed me that I did not know, "Hey GIRL!" They said in unison.

At school we had a rally schedule so the classes went by a few minutes quicker. During the rally Caitlyn and I ditched and went to the 200wing. I did not tell her how I enjoyed being with her. I didn't. I never tell her things like that. I do not mention it because I am not that "mushy" type of person. I do not want to be seen as vulnerable. Plus, I do not know how to express my feelings towards her.

Caitlyn knows I love her. She means everything to me. I'd do anything for her. I'd die for her. Whenever she isn't with me, I wish she was. Whenever we have to leave eachother, I miss her, even while she can be seen in the distance. She's too far away from me. I want Caitlyn to be with me for as long as I live. When we hang up the phone, a wave of sadness flutters through me and I develop an urge to call her back. Even in just a few hours without her, I grow eager until I see her again. I miss Caitlyn.