over the last week i think, i've been somewhat sad/depressed because i knew that one of my friends was having a party, and she was inviting all my other friends, but she never gave me an invitation. she's seen me a few times over the week, had plenty of time. i kept thinking that she would give it to me later, but she never did. i've been acting kinda sad or depressed over the passed week at times too, and my friends would ask me why (the ones who got invited) and i would either say nothing, or something else that was wrong. i didn't want to tell anyone i guess... and people who ride my bus have been talking about it, and that's pretty much how i knew there was a party, and eventually i figured out who was having it. then a few minutes ago on the bus, my friend asked me if i was excited about the party tomorrrow, and i finally said i wasn't invited... she says she's going to call the person who's having the party, and have her invite me, but i say she can have her ******** party. if she wanted me to come, she would have invited me with one of the fancy cards she gave everyone else, she had PLENTY of time to do it. if she calls me and asks me over the phone, i'll probably just say no. they can have fun without me i suppose... so... now i have to hold up my hurt so my parents don't find out... oh, and just so you know, this is the friend that's moving, so i'm thinking it's her going away party. if she doesn't even want me there, then i may as well not say goodbye. i will, but i wont be very happy...
 Arancia · Fri Sep 30, 2005 @ 10:58pm · 3 Comments |
