It's never ceased to amaze me on how people seem to stick around. They stand by me, or at arm's length, beside me, or whatnot. Within my peripheral or watching from the shadow's aways. What is the reason? Why do they choose to keep this acquaintance?
I'm not exactly the brightest bulb in the package, nor the wittiest. There's nothing truly impressive about my personality or the way I speak, the way I go about my day. If anything, I'm just like everyone else, if not just a bit less.
I know I sure have put a lot of people through tons of grief, hurt a lot of feelings, created bitter enemies out of the sweetest people; and especially the least favorable people. I'm not one to truly watch what I say, nor keep quiet about what's on my mind, so I know I must ride a lot of peoples' nerves, and yet...
No one says anything. No one has ever told me to "stop".
How can I learn? How can I become comfortable and accepted of these people who choose to stand close by and yet not tell me the things I "wouldn't" want to hear?
Is it the truth? Are they being real? How can I be sure...
Am I the one being fake...?
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Maybe I want the attention. Maybe I just love to spite. Or maybe I really just want to die…
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There's one thing about you Jiji... That stands out.
Your heart... :3
And your not a Fake. >:L