Another day, and the same s**t.
While in Biology I was being pushed around. every1 knows I love the feeling of pain. Masochist. That's me.
Jon and Nathan were hitting me. They thought it was all fun and games.
Nathan got out of control. "I bet you'd even like it if I did this!"
He reached out his arm, grabbed my tit and twisted it. Sure I love it when my girlfriend does that, but Nathan is definitely not my girlfriend. Far from it, along with the sex change he'll need.
I shrieked. The whole class got quiet as I buried my head in my hands. I was scared, reminded of the time in 8th grade where a boy tried to finger me. Why do you think I'm lesbian?
I ran out the class. Nathan followed as I shouted obscenities at him.
Passing Ms.Ryan's class, and still carrying my voice.
Once I reached the bathroom I pulled out whichever tool brought and slashed it against my wrist. I repetitively had to pull up my sleve to make sure it would not become soaked in blood.
When I returned to class, Veronica comforted me; Nathan continuously apologizing.
Even my teacher found out and confronted me!
She thought I was traumatized.
Little does she know I have been through much worse...
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