The first one I wrote around 3:30am on my birthday, after I found out that the guy I like has a girlfriend. I couldn't decided what title it should have.
Hard Fall/ Will Wait Forever
It seems like a lifetime that I've known you,
But it's only been months.
The summer, it seems so distance.
I liked you from the start, and still do.
I took a hard fall when I heard you were dating.
Dating someone else.
The girl is so lucky to have you.
You are an awesome person.
When you kissed me, even though it was my cheek, my heart skipped a beat.
And when you wanted a picture, I melted.
I'm happy that you've found someone.
She's probably someone a lot more beautiful than me.
I don't care.
I like you for you.
You're to first that I've liked that returned the feeling.
I went to Heaven on a cloud.
Be happy with the person you've found.
No matter what happens I'll be here if you need help.
Or just someone to talk to.
But I fell and think I'll stay in the hole a little while longer.
I feel like teh luckiest person alive to be friends with you.
I want it that way forever.
I'll still like you, while you have someone else.
When you're with her, don't you dare think of me.
I don't want to be a burden for you.
No matter what, I'll still like you.
Even if it takes forever.
It seems like a lifetime that I've known you,
But it's only been months.
The summer, it seems so distance.
I liked you from the start, and still do.
I took a hard fall when I heard you were dating.
Dating someone else.
The girl is so lucky to have you.
You are an awesome person.
When you kissed me, even though it was my cheek, my heart skipped a beat.
And when you wanted a picture, I melted.
I'm happy that you've found someone.
She's probably someone a lot more beautiful than me.
I don't care.
I like you for you.
You're to first that I've liked that returned the feeling.
I went to Heaven on a cloud.
Be happy with the person you've found.
No matter what happens I'll be here if you need help.
Or just someone to talk to.
But I fell and think I'll stay in the hole a little while longer.
I feel like teh luckiest person alive to be friends with you.
I want it that way forever.
I'll still like you, while you have someone else.
When you're with her, don't you dare think of me.
I don't want to be a burden for you.
No matter what, I'll still like you.
Even if it takes forever.
This one is written on the night of my birthday. Can't remember the time. But I think it was before I went to bed. And I cried while this one and the last one. My life sucks...
Shattered Hopes
You get along with everyone.
A social butterfly, expanding your world every day without a care in the world.
I really like you and to see my own friends hang around you and flirt,
It crushed my heart.
What did I do wrong?
Please tell me, so it won' happen again.
The don't kow what I know about you.
That your heart has been given to someone else.
Whenever I think about you now, I can hardly stop the satly tears.
I haven't cried for so long it seems wrong.
My friends didn't know that seeing them with you shattered my hopes.
The pieces are to frail to pick up, to weak to put back together and hold.
It'll never be the same to me.
Seeing you after four months, I'll miss you for a lifetime.
You get along with everyone.
A social butterfly, expanding your world every day without a care in the world.
I really like you and to see my own friends hang around you and flirt,
It crushed my heart.
What did I do wrong?
Please tell me, so it won' happen again.
The don't kow what I know about you.
That your heart has been given to someone else.
Whenever I think about you now, I can hardly stop the satly tears.
I haven't cried for so long it seems wrong.
My friends didn't know that seeing them with you shattered my hopes.
The pieces are to frail to pick up, to weak to put back together and hold.
It'll never be the same to me.
Seeing you after four months, I'll miss you for a lifetime.
This last one I wrote on a band trip. I was sitting infront of some friends that were have just started going out. And I was remembering Homecoming again, and needed to do something besides hitting my head.
Letting Go
It's hard to let go of something that was never there.
To let go of the happy moments we shared...only for a day.
To let go of the laughs and talks that we had.
Why weren't you honest from the start?
Before my heart fluttered just by talking to you.
It hurts worse now, that I know what happened from a close friend.
Why couldn't you tell me the reason why?
Everything I see, hear and do reminds me of you.
I'm trying so hard to let go and live on.
Telling myself nothing will happen between us.
Nothing ever has.
Nothing ever will.
Each day starts with a frown and a memory of you.
A frown that's going to be with me till death.
Only then I can be happy.
Only then, I can truely and finally let you go and live.
It's hard to let go of something that was never there.
To let go of the happy moments we shared...only for a day.
To let go of the laughs and talks that we had.
Why weren't you honest from the start?
Before my heart fluttered just by talking to you.
It hurts worse now, that I know what happened from a close friend.
Why couldn't you tell me the reason why?
Everything I see, hear and do reminds me of you.
I'm trying so hard to let go and live on.
Telling myself nothing will happen between us.
Nothing ever has.
Nothing ever will.
Each day starts with a frown and a memory of you.
A frown that's going to be with me till death.
Only then I can be happy.
Only then, I can truely and finally let you go and live.
