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The True Me, The New Me, The Changed Me. Yeah...The title says it all. Most of the time when I am awake I have really random things fly in and out. So...When they come in, I'll write them down here. And beside having random thoughts being posted these will also tell about my day/week.


All_I_Ask_of_You
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A New Poem
I can't seem to stop writing poems to get this feeling of being alone away. Everytime I write...I get told more information, or I feel even more depressed. Or the feeling comes back stronger. I don't know what to do...

Torn Away

Each time I hurt, a piece of me is torn away.
Happy memories, unforgetable moments, and most of all...You.
I'm making sure I can't get to you.
I'm keeping my distance, hiding in the shadows.
Tears keep streaming down my cheeks, there's no end.
I act as if everything is ok on the outside.
Smiling and laughing like a giddy school girl.
But inside is another story.
It's raging war on itself.
Fighting betwenn giving up hope on you or to keep the light shinning.
I can't take the pain any longer.
I don't know if I can face you again.
I can hide away in shame or act normal, but still have the war go on.
What will happen to me if I'm torn apart forever?

October 17,2005






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Chantarelle-Talon
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comment Commented on: Thu Oct 27, 2005 @ 02:54pm
Ignore what people are telling you??


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