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Today, as I walked to my third period pre-calculus class, it occurred to me that I no longer cared for the one man I ever felt that I loved. Jason and I passed each other in the hall. I gave him my routine nod, and he grinned and nodded back; in that moment, I realized that I felt absolutely nothing for him. It was kind of a relief, but it was mostly a tragedy. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever love anyone like that again, but then I realize that even if I do, it will be equally inconsequential.