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The Last Words Of a Love I shall never forsake </3 |
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The Last Words Of Dianna Vincent Pertineos (1987-2005):
avalancheskier89: I just, don't really know if this is right is all...
BamizmyHoney : Oh, so following your heart and believing in love isn't "right" in your book, eh?
avalancheskier89: I didnt say that...
BamizmyHoney : But thats how it sounded...
avalancheskier89: Dianna you know you mean the world and more to me. I just don't understand how...
BamizmyHoney : How what?
avalancheskier89: How we can say "I love you" when we aren't even old enough to know what love is...
BamizmyHoney: Kat... Do you honestly listen to those fascists when they say "you don't know what love is?" Do you seriously think that what we have is not love? Because if it isn't... Please, please tell me what the ******** it is then.
avalancheskier89: Dianna I never planned to be like this, ok?! I never planned to be a...
BamizmyHoney : Different...?
avalancheskier89: well... yeah...
BamizmyHoney: And you think I did? Do you think that I ever "planned" on falling in love with ANYONE, much less a girl? And to add to that, a girl who's to ******** scared to be who she is and just wants to hide like a craven piece of filth. Well you aren't filth Kat, you are the most beautiful person in the world. Beyond that. You are the only person I will ever love. My heart was this... this thing covered in ice, but somehow you found your way through it.
avalancheskier89: but you have nothing to lose. I do... if they were to ever find out... we would never see each other ever again. I dont want that Dianna...
BamizmyHoney: Do you honestly think your parents are going to stop our love? Nothing can stop love. Love is timeless. Its the entire point of why we live. Its the only other thing that our heart searches for besides blood. Love can cross all boundries. It can do whatever it wishes. Love is one of the few things money cannot buy. Love is worth more than money. It is written into our blood to love.
avalancheskier89: What if it isn't love though? What if... what if we are simply giving into animal desire. experimenting, so to say. And besides, love isn't all its made up to be.
BamizmyHoney: ... what?
avalancheskier89: Love... its not worth everything you said. There are certainly those who love to believe what you said. but its just a word with a meaning of falsity. I mean, love certainly wasn't the cause of my being born. Just look at my parents, there is no love there. I really am sorry Dianna, but I just... I can't do this anymore. It's time we stop kidding ourselves. This isnt real love, and even if it was, so what? We can just ignore it and go off and be normal.
BamizmyHoney: Love is worth everything Katherine! Haven't I done enough to show you that? I can swear on my life that there will be NO ONE who will ever love you as much as me. And if love is so worthless and nonexistent to you then why do you keep coming back to me, why do you wear my ring? Because you supposedly "love" me, thats why. AND! If love truelly isnt worth anything why do you think people die for it every day?
Me: Dianna, I beg of you, forgive me. Please, tell me we can just be friends again. Tell me its ok. I care about you soo much.
Dianna: Katalaina, you have drained every drop of love, forgiveness, and life out of my now bleeding veins... I have nothing left to give. I beg of both you and Him, to simply end my life now... or I shall put an end to this Hell myself.
Me(now in tears): No... No, you know I could never do that. And you have to swear to me you won't do that. I swore once to you about that. Now do me the same respect. Swear! Swear it, Dianna!
Dianna: HAH! Swear!? You once SWORE you loved me and to spend forever with me. But no, you decided first to try and change who you are for the "good of society" then see you cant and, do you come back to me? NO! you go out and find yourself a Dj from Cali. Good Ole' first kiss has become nothing more than a burden to you. Just another face behind the gossamer veil of lies you hide behind. Well not anymore, my love. This face shall soon disapear from this world completely. Oh, you'll see it, but it sure wont be there.
Me(now completely sobbing): Dianna, I... I just want us to be friends. Please can we have that?
Dianna: Danielle told me about this girl. I give it no more than 1 year, 1 year for you to realize how stupid you were and that she was just using you. She is going to cheat, lie, and steal from you. And you will be left alone, with nothing.
Me: Dianna you dont even know her! I love her to ******** death ok? She makes me happy. She loves me! She would NEVER hurt me.
Dianna: You are never going to be good at accepting the truth are you?
Me: I'm done, I give up. I made an effort didn't I?
Dianna: Goodbye to you too, my love.
Me: I DID love you, you know. I just, couldnt accept it soon enough...
This is a true story. No words have been changed.
 Alucarda Incarnate · Sun Oct 30, 2005 @ 08:31am · 0 Comments |
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