it's true. my band teacher got pissed at us, mostly just the people who talk constantly, and had us pack up right before playing a song because she was so pissed. then she lectured us four minutes after the bell rang, and i only had one minute to get to class, and i still had to put away my stupid instrument... so as i was running away i hit my knee on a stool and now it hurts. she says if she hears one peep tomorrow, she'll give everyone in the class infractions. jackasses. i do nothing wrong, and i have to listen to this crap every day. i constantly think about switching out of that class...
i don't know what to say anymore.. i went ToTing and totally forgot what i was gonna say... jen, i want to see your halloween costume... well, halloween was rather boring. my friends... i dunno. the friends i went trick or treating with, that i've known forever... i just dunno. i dunno if i like ToTing anymore. it's just boring now. I'd thought about how i hadn't gotten any candy the last two years, but tonight i realized how i don't like candy that much. growing up sucks. next year.. i don't know what i'll do. just dunno. i probably don't need someone right now... i'm to young. i shouldn't have to deal with this crap all the time.. i wish i didn't have to deal with some crap... but i do. and i can't make it go away. and it scares me, but i can't make it go away.. as much as i've tried... and i'm sure no one knows what i'm talking about, except maybe one person, and some others eventually... but not now. i don't want anyone to know. it's so confusing...
 Arancia · Tue Nov 01, 2005 @ 01:54am · 4 Comments |
