Yeah, hard to believe that I am doing it.
Been awhile since my last entry.
Right now I am nearing the end of the program/class. Alot of classmates under mine and espeicially understimate me. Unlike them I keep my mouth shut and push my limits. Everyone, as my teacher says, plays too much grab a**. Even the experienced ones have an attitude that pisses me off. Just cause of the way they're built and that they have experience think they're better then me. I know this but I bother not speak out cause I know that it is a pointless fight. It make me look bad if I started picking fights.
This is a great challenge for me. I like it. Challenging me physically, mentally (math), and teaching me good work ethics. So far I have been doing pretty good for myself. I just need to strive for perfecting the skills I have learned, and not be afraid to put myself in heat. I need to expose myself more to hard work.
Most of the people are cool, but some people just rubs me the wrong way during work. We got the ones that play too much and the ones that think they know more. The Mr. Know it alls when they don't is the worst. They suggest that I am doing it wrong when I am doing it right, they question more then they do the ******** work.
At the sametime the Mr. Know it alls that really do know don't respect me. Although that just might be wrong to say that. They do respect other people, but they sure do undermine me at points. Or don't give me credit
Actuelly now I think about it....those things don't really bother me. Cause the teachers know I have been working hard. Being disadvantaged and willing to work more then others say alot.
"Under promise and over deliver."
I like that alot.
Drawing endeavors is steadily going well. Drawing on the bus ain't easy......
The comic is in dialogue stage and at the same time it is molding the story itself.
I don't want to structure things too much cause that just destroys my creativity.
The characters are becoming alive much more then ever before. I am loving it all.
Ever since Sin City movie and reading the books......dialogue is something I want to work heavy on. Good thing I have a friend that is very good at it. Helps me alot.
Check it over and adds, erases, or shorten things. Sometimes change it completly.
Hopefully I can post up a full episodes worth of Emina dialogue.
Questions of the day:
Do you like or dislike people underestimating you?
-One hand you have the chance to prove them wrong
-Other hand you just don't like the assumptions cause it puts you in situations
Do you feel alive by doing something challenging or do you feel alive at doing whatever your naturally good at?
Have you challenged yourself in such a way that it just seems like a waste of time because the place you are at to start with is at a great disadvantage where you have to work at it far more then others?
Next entry won't be in awhile....maybe.
 taikerr · Mon Nov 14, 2005 @ 05:25am · 0 Comments |
