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Life is one thing But living it is another. There are questions that i want to be answered Like what is my purpose in life? what am i doing in his world? Who am I really...? WAt am i supose to be? I don't really know anymore . I guess you can say i'm searching for myslef or the meaning of my life. But i don't know when will i ever find the answer. All I want are solutions and I don't know how long I have been searching . I've try so many things to find the solutions but it always brings up more questions... I know that life is worth living for but for what? I often find myself alone in a dark room trying to find the light or I am in a crowded room screaming my head off and no one can hear me. I felt like this for so long that at times I will say just ******** it and even though i am still searching I'm haveing on hell of a ride. asnwering my questions. Some of my issues have been taken care of beacsue I'm just tired of repaeting myself or talking about it I would just give up even though i can't but i guess you can say it's on hold. Still haven't found any answers to any pervious questions and it's making stress at times. But lately i try not to focus on any of these questions but I still am searching. hoopefully the answers that i am looking for will bump into me.... Yea like that would ever happen... still wishing it would.........

The Path Is still unknown and it won't show the light.






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griever555
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commentCommented on: Thu Nov 18, 2004 @ 05:20am
well apes, i see how you feel..personal adjustment should do the trick for you. philosophy has kicked in.. just call metaphysics...no, but seriously, just take the time to think about where life will lead you. hopefully you find your way and your decisions will hopefully fulfill your dreams. just take into account that i am here and you can talk to me because i feel more than you do and i know by far how you are thinking...keep writing...at least i hear you....j


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