I'm starting to get why everyone at this school claims to hate it.
Everything is full of drama.
Simple relationships turn into these monsterous things, that you just wish you'd never even thought of before.
And right now?
It's no different.
Everything is just silly, to be simple--
Everything is ridiculous.
I'm ready to graduate.
I'm ready to just leave this place all behind me.
I'd like to leave today, or maybe tomorrow..
I don't really care.
I've been using DLS more and more lately.
After I thought I was over everything, and didn't need it.
I signed up for difficult classes next year,
Hoping I won't have any chance to share classes with Clarence.
I hardly ever see him, but whenever I do, I get so mixed up inside,
I don't think I could handle a simple conversation.
I'd probably throw up or something the second a word was exchanged.
I knew there was a reason for deleting his number oh-so-long ago.
[[Doesn't help I feel awful for doing so, but hey.]]
That Daniel guy I've been "friends" with scares me more and more each day.
I think I'm going to stop texting him..
If he'd just stop texting me. D:
Oh, and apparently it's my fault Garrett and I aren't really friends anymore.
I don't recall doing anything, though.
He's always being so awkward,
Or afraid.
My mom senses it, too.
I love talking to her about all of my problems.
I cried the other day,
After hearing a few of the songs she and I used to sing together.
I realized that day that my life has been so dull and droll,
Because I miss seeing her face every day.
Now it's a weekend-only thing, and that's just hearing her voice.
I miss her so much.
I kinda wish I'd never moved here. :/
Whether or not I really mean that is beyond me right now.
I'm not sure of anything anymore.
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The Life and Times of Tim
What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
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