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March 29th,2009
Started writing at 7:00 p.m
Wow lots to say from the weekend.......and i Mean ALOT! Well for one thing lets go to the subject of Shareen (evil b*****d). Well her and James are finally O-V-E-R. I WON <3 YAYS! You should have been there, huge fight all Friday. It was fun I shouldnt go into detail. Well that made me happy BUT of course nothing is wonderful in the world. My now x-bf Alex </3 who I was still with found out about me and James. Course I feel horrible now, I mean this is the second time I cheated on him. Guess we sut werent meant to be </3 Oh well.
I'm not going into any detail at all....
Well now me and James are finally together with no interupptions. *cheers*
I should be happier but its only 7 and i'm in my i really dont care moods.Trust me I'm happy on the inside. Made two poems on Friday. Wanna c? Your gonna c em anyway =P
Inside my heart is beating,
Beating for many reasons.
Im scared and uncomfortable
Im happy for you yet maybe even for me
I got you back from the beast I did
Yet something else is there
My Love for you cannot be any deeper
Something is happening
My love is growing and so am I
Life has been messing me up
You are the only thing that's keeping me going
If you leave me that would be it
But our love is strong yet I still do worry
You love me I see that,
yet is there something else there too
Something new ive never felt
Something called happiness
Happiness is a new feeling for me
I was never happy till you came along
Now that's all I am
Your soul has cured me
Your love has secured my soul
Your existence is what I am
Your life is what I need.
If you were never to enter this World
Nor would I have
Since you are alive I am too
Without you I am nothing without me you are too
Our love has been bonded since birth you see
So when you are sad I am too, you are happy
Look it that I am as well
Destinies of two bodies in one thing called love
That is us my love,
This is what we are
We are love you and I
Both of us together is what the world wants. [End]
NEXT!
I am your soul
You are my life
do you not understand yet
me and you are one
i am the demon
you are one as well
as demons we love too
love for each other is what we must show the world
For if we do not love
the world will not ethier
our love revolves around
round and round it goes
My world might stop though
But my heart will never
I could be dead in my grave
My heart will still beat
A dead silent beat is still a beat
A beat of love
A love for you
A love that is stronger then I know
Words will not describe my love for you
Nothing can, nothing I show will
Nothing in this world, but how about the afterlife?
When we die together and get sent to hell...
That is when my love can be shown
Us as two demons will fight till the end
We will fight our way to heaven
We will fight our way to happiness
Heaven is where our love is
Though we are demons
We must find a way to heaven
It will be the biggest challenge ever
We will make it
We will be there
We will find ourselves in each other
We will kiss the kiss of love
Heaven is waiting for us,
But even so it will have to wait
Our job on earth is not done yet
First there is our living love here
Love on earth is hard for others
Love is useless on earth
Love is only useful if you die together
Love is what we have though
We are all marked in for our after life
I know the plans and so do you
God knows our plans and is waiting
Until we die and show the world.
Until then I cannot show my true feelings,
But I can still love you as I am now
For when the time comes we will have to go
Into the world where we once came from
Arent they creepy? =D -Ended writing at 7:13 p.m-
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