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March 26th, 2009
8:35 pm
Today was horrible for me! Today after a normal school day I went on maple. About another three hours passed till my friends came on stare . When they finally got on the worse of worse happened. The bf I had just gotten back form an evil monster (Shareen) was almost stolen again </3. My heart sunk, you see she has a special technique, its called fake crying. I don't have this, for all my tears are real. Anyway she started begging my bf (James) to go back with her. AFTER SHE AHD ALREADY BROKEN UP WITH HIM </3! I knew how many times her technique has worked before so I had a feeling I would lose. I tried my best to persaude him, gladly I got him to it 4laugh . Thank God heart . I'm still worried, is she trying to ruin my life? I Love James deeply, I'd do ANYTHING for him. Jump off a cliff, be his maid, kill myself, anything. I never knew how strong love was, until now.
Im scared....If I lose him my life will end. I don't man that in expression I mean that as in it would really happen. My heart belongs to him.... I don't control my heart anymore he does.....And even God knows that's the truth. heart I needa plan....I can't lose him..not again...or that would be it... [Ended writing at 8:42 p.m]
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