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I've been really down lately and i have real issues that deal with guys i like them and all but i just can't seem to trust them i'm in 12th grade ready to get out of school this up coming year and i haven't had a boyfriend or been out on a date i think that theres something wrong with me or that the boys at my school just don't like me i don't know which i wish i knew why and what it is that makes me the way i am now my mom told me i need to get out of not trusting guys because if i don't i may never beable to find someone to like or even get to know them in more ways than one. crying crying i hate the way i am and hopefully i can break this curse on me before the school year ends. smile and if not well then this is one soul and spirit that is going to be lost for a very very very long time. sad