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The following study was conducted by Love Dr. Aurora Z. Potts March to April 2009. Written on April 4 and 5, 2009.
Andrew, Jasper, A.J.
The Mysteries looked into!
Backround Information:
Andrew, or 'A.J.' or 'Jasper' as he is called by most, is one of us sitting at the table. He seems like a normal human being, just like the rest of us. Nothing much different on the outside but there is something strange about this guy, I am sure of it and my gut feelings are almost never wrong. First it started with Lorri. No one found it odd, it just seemed like a normal thing that happens to high school teens falling madly in a very illogical thing called love. She even signed her life away to her parents for this guy! Actually, she didn't really sign all of it away and the contract was about her going to church and keeping good grades so she could date Andrew. So, from this I suspect her parents may be religious but also caring and concerned and maybe even a bit over-protective but who am I to say? I am not quite sure of her parents.
Thats Besides the point, the point I am trying to make is that she agreed to this contract, written by her parents, for this guy, Andrew. Madly in love? I think so. So it started with my dear friend Lorri and this has been going on since the start of the year, well more like when he came around towards the start of the year. At lunch and most likely in their classes, I do not share a class with A.J, they probably are inseparable. I have never seen a couple like this but then again I know it can happen, not impossible.
So it started with Lorri and you might be wondering why I said 'started'. I say started because soon after our fellow table mate Terri also fell for him or so it seems from the outside. I do believe she is also madly in love with this Jasper fellow. I thought this was weird but at the same time I thought it was normal, for Terri seems like the type to like to fall in love with guys that are unreachable, for a short amount of time. Or so I thought. Lorri doesn't seem to mind and they both hang of his arms at lunch staring into his eyes, whom all the table agrees they are quite stunning. I thought this was weird too but A.J. seems to enjoy having two girls and they don't seem to mind much either.
I am now entirely convinced that not Lorri nor Terri are at fault for these feelings they feel so strongly towards Andrew. I am convinced he has a big part, I think he has seduced them with something they obviously can't refuse. In March, I decided it was time to take a much closer look into this for I, Aurora Potts, was un-seducable. I have never been hooked by such tactics it seemed like he used on the two girls and I thought I could handle taking a closer look. What I found was something that even frightened me. This study may very well be my last because of this.
First Glance/Across the table Observations:
I started to watch A.J. from a distance of course. There was defiantly something dangerous about him and I knew fully well of this. So I kept my distance. He must of known I was watching him, the first day he turned to meet my gaze. The way he did it oh so slowly was chilling, like he knew what I was doing from the start. Andrew thought I was staring at him because I was interested and I was most certainly not! But other than that embarrassing moment I noticed these simple facts:
- The way he stares at you.
- The way he talks when he is trying to be seducing.
- Body language, the way he interacts with Lorri and Terri
- How his eyes seem to steal the emotion from his face.
What I mean by the last bullet above is that his eyes speak for themselves in a way. Like you could look into them and know just what he is feeling or even thinking. Since seeing his eyes I now know what the person meant when they made up the saying, "Eyes are windows to the Soul." However just as you can put curtains in window to make them look different I think Andrew can control his emotions very well and display what he want you to see.
When I talk about the way he stares at you, even from a distance, it makes you feel he is looking not through you but right into you. I once read from a SevenTeen Magazine, an issue put out about two years ago, a Player has a certain stare that when they look at you it 'makes you feel like your the only girl in the world.' So from this I suspected him of possibly being a player and enjoying having multiple girls, like players most often do. After all he does have two girls already. He fit the bill, and label, of 'Player' in my mind.
His body language towards Lorri and Terri is like something you would see in a movie. I do think this plays a major role in his seduction tactics, I know many girls watch the movies and read the books and think real life is really like that. Wither or not Terri and Lorri do this I don't know but it seems to work on them effectively for they are differently hooked by him. He softly brushes the sides of your face, wipe the tears from your cheeks, brushes your hair from your view. That kind of stuff. So simple yet they are so powerful against these two damsels.
Now for the way A.J. speaks. Normally his voice is a little on the shrill side, not annoying squeaky but not really deep either. But when he turns to one of his 'playthings' (I have come to call them) his voice does not get that much deeper only slightly but the tone of his voice changes dramatically. I also read in Seventeen once if you think of certain words such as 'lust' in your mind or 'romance' when you are talking your voice will change tone to that of what I like to call seductive! I know I use that word often but with good reason. He must use a method much like this one or at least he sounds like he is. I am not sure of what goes on in this 'criminal master minds' (He called himself that April 3, 2009) mind but I fear he is bad company.
The Unplanned Experiment and Affects directly after:
Friday (April 3) Lorri is absent and Jack, one of my comrades on this search for answers, took my seat. The only seat left for me was Lorri's empty seat. I sat down forgetting I was now on Andrews left side. He often try's to seduce the people, male as well as female, who sit next to him. It's like his past time or something along those lines. I only realized I was in Lorri's place when someone pointed it out and I turned to Andrew, who also seemed like he just realized I was next to him. Being the 'untouchable' one I must have been an extremely exciting challenge to him I presume. So he immediately went after me with all the tactics he could throw at me.
Jack had suggested a few days earlier A.J. must have some kind of neural brain wave disruptor or something to mess with the female mind. I believe that now for when I was sitting next to him, in Lorri's place, I could not find my normally sharp tongue as effective as it usually is against him. Across the table is as easy as saying 'whatever' but when your next to him, at least for most girls it seems, its suddenly hard to say no. He got closer and used his stare on me. Again Shayne (Another table mate who wonders how Andrew does it) pointed how pretty his eyes are. We all agreed they look like an eclipse of the moon over a pale blue ocean. Usually when a guy stares into my eyes I get either, A) Get embarrassed and I have to look away or B) I don't want to seem rude and I look away in politeness. I couldn't bare to tear my eyes away from his, like a moth to the flame they would say. I looked away when the others talked about how close I was sitting to A.J. and how I had to stay strong, I couldn't 'cross to the dark side' but at this point I was insanely curious about this 'dark side.' I've seen Lorri and Terri under his spell and blinded to all reason. I just had to know for myself if it was him... or them. What he did or what they like in a guy, whatever it was I wanted, and had to know. So I didn't move, I knew what I was doing was insane but I told myself I could survive anything this wizard of love could throw at me! Oh how wrong I was.
At first he had one arm wrapped around Terri as he usually does, and he with his other and took my arm hostage. He wove his fingers with mine and I let him. Everyone thought I had crossed to the 'dark side' because of this but I was not griping his hand as he was to mine. Heck, I even tried to pull away about three times to prove I wasn't trapped by him, not yet, but he wouldn't let go. Thats one thing about Andrew you have to know he has a hell of a grip and tends to get violent at times so he wasn't afraid to hurt my hand a little to keep me trapped next to him. Unfortunate for me, that certainly was.
I managed to escape and I sat on the other side of the table when Nick and his little posse left the table, I was free! My mind suddenly was crystal clear again! Jack, again, pointed out Andrew must have a brain scrambling device and I agreed with him. I was free of his powers but I was still in a cold Iron cage of curiosity. I moved back right next to Andrew, I wanted to free my mind of this damned want-to-know attitude of mine! He again took my arm and hand, I rested my head down and so did he for a time. His embrace was warm, I was surprised, most guys that 'held' me in the past seemed ridged and cold like they didn't feel comfortable holding me. But with A.J. it was not like that at all! He was like what I always dreamed a guy would feel like holding me. I found that to be crazy!
"You want me to stop? I could go much farther..." Just the way he said it! The way he smiled! I was hooked, I couldn't help it even though I denied it verbally to my table group, inside I was going 'I like this', which frightened me in all honesty. He stroked my skin, just above my eyebrow I felt like a feral cat tamed by a bowl of warm milk and a few loving pats to the head. I couldn't think, I just couldn't think anymore. At the same time I didn't want to think I just wanted to feel this just as Lorri and Terri do constantly, I wanted to be in their world just for a few minutes. In all honesty I have been envious of my two good friends for how much they both seemed to enjoy A.J. so damn much, they talk about him all the time!
At first I hated how Andrew seduced two girls. I thought is was cruel of him to have a girl friend and another at the same time, I called it a love triangle because they all knew, Lorri seems to not mind, in fact, she find it humorous. I didn't understand how he even accomplished it at first, neither did anyone else I knew. I started this study to answer all of our questions. I'm not sure if I have succeeded or not but I am not done.
After the bell rang for lunch to be over I got up and looked at him, "One last hug?" He said to me with that voice. Aaron kept saying over and over I 'crossed over and is lost to their side' I assumed he meant Lorri, Terri, and also Andrews side. I guess for a moment I did. Alright, more than just a moment. I took the last hug and thoroughly enjoyed it, then-- I ran for my fifth period class like my very life depended on it. I felt weak all over and I still couldn't think. During my math class I kept slipping back into my new memories of Andrew when I should have been focused on my math test. I managed to get thought the dreaded chapter 7 test eventually and I wrote down exactly how I felt in that moment of time, the perfect moment of the example of A.J. mind affecting powers still there when I wrote all I needed down! I got my research and maybe, I might have gotten my answers as well.
Andrews Traps In Brain Distortion mode and Out:
So when I was under his spell (yes I admit it I failed being 'untouchable' get over it guys) The first thing I wrote down was the 'beauty' of his eyes.
"His eyes, no one at the table denies there beauty. Like a darkened moon over the icy depth of an ocean. Like an eclipse you just can't look away."
Note how I used a lot of words to describe his eyes. Like I was attempting at poetry or writing a romantic novel. I have to say (well... type/write) his eyes are quite nice but I like lighter colored eyes more than I do darker in the first place. Notice the difference between me normal and me under his influence, much different I would say. Moving on the next bullet on my list in my comp book I wrote about his hands.
"His hands, they are very warm like a blanket fresh out of a dyer. Even after I have let go of his hand I still feel as if he is still there."
When reading this again when I am normal again I almost felt ill. I feel this is quite on the mushy side which I usually loath with a passion. I have had love-sick and foolish friends before and they usually make me sick when they talk about anything in general. This is boarder line of that icky love stuff I hate so much. Then I wrote down how his 'embrace' or simple hold was like to me. Before I do though let me explain why I enjoyed that so much.
I'll tell you a little embarrassing secret of mine, since I was 13 I have always arranged my blankets and pillows around me at night as if a real person was there with me. Like a real guy was there to hold me and snuggle with me, my imaginary true love right there waiting for me when I left in the morning to when I came back for another nights rest in the evening. When I am tried its easy to control my emotions, I feel like I am really truly in love with this imaginary guy with me and holding me. Sometimes it would be my favorite character from a show or movie there with me. I know it sounds really odd and I'm not sure if anyone else does this but I still do today. Don't dare judge me!
A bit random? Yes, but this story of mine does serve a major purpose in why Andrew got me so easily into his mind and heart trapping ways. This, my blankets and I, is the way I imagine it would feel if love was like what you see in the movies, I thought it didn't exist so I never expected it from my boyfriends. Heres what I said about A.J.'s embrace.
"His embrace and hold, it's everything I thought a guy would truly feel like, warm, gentle, like he doesn't want to let go. My hand feels weak and longing like I want him back."
Interesting, again as I look back on this and I question whether I really wrote it or not. I am not normally like this I am not easily swayed. It must be part of my personality. It always has been. Finally my last bullet in my composition not book was related to his eyes but more about his 'gaze'.
"His gaze, his eyes help with this a lot but the way all the emotion drains from his face and into his eyes. It's intense..."
I mentioned this in my first glance observations, the way his eyes seem to speak for him. This didn't change when I was sitting next to him or across from him. I think his eyes are like the hook of an essay or the first page of a really good novel, or even like the first monster encounter in a frightful horror movie! A very dangerous tool of his indeed. I was so distracted though at this point of the day I didn't even finish my sentence. Fancy that.
 Wolf_drama_Queen · Sun Apr 05, 2009 @ 02:20am · 0 Comments |
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