Oh man, I am tired. That is being that I was going to sleep in some, but I did and I had bad dreams the ENTIRE time. Ugh... Not much that I can do, that's the way it is.
I am trying to think of a way to redo my avi, no more like add to/tweak, my avi so that it contains more blue. I put on a sash from Carol of Eb, and I will see what happens. I just am having a hard time thinking of things that I need to add.
I have some free time now being that I finished (except for 1 small part because I forgot my graphing calc at home) my math project. I am lucky I remembered my laptop and bag, let alone my calculator.
I wore bright colors today... like raver colors... to throw people off then I might dress really dark tomorrow... Or not. Idk.
I don't know if I like early days more or less. True, I am not a morning person, but I really don't like sitting around for hours either. I am just glad that I get to turn in my math project and research paper. I am not sure if I could do enough to "appease" my teachers. It seems that nothing is enough. stressed I find it hard to believe that an detailed outline of a 10 paper should be 5 pages long. How the hell does that work? I could understand 3, but 5 pages? That is half as much as the freakin paper!!! Eh, I am so not an English person. Well, I guess then my "annotated bibliography was too short... Who the hell reads a freakin annotated bibliography anyway?!? stressed
Oh well, so I turn that in tomorrow and really don't have to think about it again. I am so freaking bored of writing papers. We only wrote 2 1/2 (the half was an outside short paper) papers this semester. WTF?!? Oh well, semester is almost over.
My math project? Hmm... Well, as my journal said yesterday, I don't care anymore. She treats me and everyone else like crap and as if she can walk into the room, spout out some stuff and leave. Our grades as a whole reflect that. And to be honest, I wouldn't want to go and work one on one being that: 1. She is demeaning and 2. Kinda Scary. Not that I think she is some complete creep, but I am just worried that I would get too frustrated and storm out of the office or read her the riot act. More likely number two followed by number one. I really don't need to get in trouble so close to the end of semester.
I will just be happy when I am out of those classes, hopefully with a good grade, but at least the satisfaction that I will never have to see them in class again.
Also, I really am leaning towards a History major, so that gives me even more relief as to not having to be in their classes again. And, it is not the person, at least for English. He is a very nice man with some very very very old fashioned ideas and customs, unfortunately, I don't mean Steampunk. I mean cell phone and ipod rules, but he made his amends for that being that since we were working on such a massive paper, that we could leave and go to the library which meant ipods, laptops, cellphones, and some times (just me) ds to play pokemon. whee
Math, well, I had my rant yesterday.
Whew,
sweatdrop well, I am tired now. later 
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