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hahahahahahaha, oh life couldn't get much worse, really it couldn't. Oh wait...it will haha nvm!

oh right so now i look slightly psycho cos i'm laughing at a really shiet situation eh? well feck, sorry but this is me, like it or not.

seriously does my family SERIOUSLY think that i can keep on going and acting all non chalant when i know. No. We all know we're falling to pieces?

A-mu-reoh-ji Anh-eun Cheog (RIGHT RIGHT)
Us-eo-ya Ha-na-yo (MAN)
Na A-mu-reoh-ji Anh-eun Cheog (OOH)
Ha-ru-ga Ji-na-ga-ne-yo Oh Oh

OR

Am I supposed to laugh...
as if nothing's wrong
Each day passes by...
as if nothing's wrong

in english.
this world is so fecked up it's not funny. no actually to an extent is funny cos i'm laughing, albeit cynically. so you know what, if you bother reading this or not, I'm gonna be MIA for a while. This time i mean it. Who knows maybe i'll have changed a shiet load by the time i get back.

what's sadder is that it takes me, the youngest in my family to realise this and everyone else walks around with their eyes shut cos they don't want to face it.
ah yes...wakatta. naze d-technolife ga suki. ima wakatta.