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old Wolfs rain thing i wanna save
The Walking went on for hours
Slowly making our way back to our friends to continue our journey
Blood dripping from our bodies from our previous fight
Snow falling heavily like frozen tears from above
She starts to fall behind.
I stopped for a moment and looked back at her
Sick now wounded and weak I was worried for her
She meant a lot to me...I didn’t want to lose her as I did others
She waved to me trying to lessen my worry
But to no avail all I could was smile I didn’t want her to think I was worrying
For I knew it made her feel weak
But could you blame me for being concerned?
Bleeding, terribly sick, and nothing to cure or help her with...
And her limping only made it worse...
We walked for hours it was snowing even harder
And she was coughing harder
Every so often I would look back to make sure she was still right there behind me
I would even stop for a minute or two if needed
On and on we walked I believe were lost
I heard a faint scream and realized
That I haven’t check back for a while
“Ren”
I said softly as I ran back down the snowy hills
I looked for her and I heard another yelp
She was fighting...
I ran up after returning to my wolf state and tackled him
He snarled at me and I growled at him as he ran off into another direction
I then looked at her the one I loved dearly
There she was...laying there on the cold ground bleeding in her wolf state
I went over to her a nudged her with my nose
She looked at me with those cute crisp blue eyes of hers
She slowly turned over
“Hige”
She whispered faintly
“I ... Don’t think I can go much further”
She mumbled before coughing a lot.
Tears freely fell from my eyes
I went into my human state and held her tight
“You’re...You’re gonna make it Ren ... just hold on for me ok?”
I choked out in between tears
But nothing as a sweet, sweet smile came across her face
She turned back into a human
Gently caressed my cheek with her hand
I took her now getting colder hands into my own
The tears wouldn’t stop
my sorrow wouldn’t leave
She was fading away from me right in front of my very eyes and it was my entire fault
I didn’t look after her... and therefore she’s dieing...
She coughed up blood that was overflowing into her mouth running down her chin
Slowly I whipped it away
The blood smudging on my fingers and her chin
She choked a bit
“Hige...I...I love you...I love you with all my heart”
She whispered faintly
“I..I love you too I’m sure u can make it to paradise with me and the others...”
I coughed and choked
She slowly shook her head
“Hige...”
She muttered
I whined
“You have to live”
I cried
The snow was burring us together
I shook it off
Off her and off me
She smiled and sighed a breath
“hige...I love you so much... I... I only wish I could stay here longer”
She sighed again
“That would be my only regret...not getting to paradise together with you...”
Her lucent blue eyes began watering
Tears then fell softly on her cheek
“Ren...Please don’t leave me”
I begged
She cried
I sobbed
As she died
She gone I thought but her eyes where still open
And her smile still pleasant
“I...love you hige”
Where her final words
Before all the life...and feeling and warmth
Left her body
Reverting her back into her wolf state
She was gone...
And it was all
My fault...
I kissed her lips one last time
Tasted like iron and death
I slowly stood as the snow quickly covered her body
I continued my way...
Leaving my love
My heart
And half my soul
Behind me
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