he says my life is not what it seems to me i think it doesn't matter, and only in small temporary ways he says i saved his life, and that is something i can't argue with that he says it'll "shine upwards soon" i want to tell him that it's killing me, it's killing me slowly that surely that others can have him whereas i stand no chance he says i have him but i haven't told him what is truly killing me because i know i don't have him i know it, he doesn't i am dying waiting for him to realize it waiting for him to realize that he's killing me and going to finish me off when he says "I've picked her...."
i love him to my death
kazuka78 · Fri Jun 19, 2009 @ 03:18am · 0 Comments |