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	C0ll3c71v3 VV0rk5 0f l173r47ur3 (collective works of literature) This is mostly a weird form of my thoughts being released. They usually come when i am in a dark mood and i don't want to tell anyone.

	A Little Cheering Up
	A Little Cheering Up


he's trying to comfort me to cheer me up to pull me away from my spiders, poison, dust, shadows,spirits to pull me away from my darkness I'm terrified that I'm lost in it i don't want to be lost in it i want to be lost in him i was too until i was so convinced i lost him when i want to hold him more than anything please! please! help me! take me out of my mind! put the happiness in my heart that he gave me before i turned it to pain! I've tried so hard to be...his support that I've slowly broken he can fix me....if he tries he's trying! he cares? i thought....he had given up on that i thought i had to give up on him because i thought he didn't care at all i was wrong i'm glad i was wrong but...how long will it be that i'm convinced i'm wrong about this? my heart is weak, if i instantly think he doesn't love me... but its hard, when he loves others because i will begin to think all he had for me was admiration, or a crush and now i'll be afraid that has fizzled out but i simply have to remain strong in my resolve harder than it sounds but i'll stand by it just you watch i'll turn the tables... kazuka78 · Fri Jun 19, 2009 @ 03:26am · 0 Comments


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