i let it slip to a friend of mine all the things I've thought because it isn't enough to write them on the page and have them scream back at me i needed another to talk to but it wasn't you, it couldn't have because you'd hate me, remember?
i told him how it kills me how i think I'm crazy how it hurts because i needed to hear someone's soft advice because i needed someone to know that underneath I'm broken and weak, and not alright!!!!
i've opened myself and cut out the words that i couldn't bring myself to say I'm letting it loose, like doves and bats i've cut the threads around their necks and they practically kill themselves to get free and fly away
I'm letting the secret i've kept go like spiders and fire flies shaking out the webs from a jar i call my heart, that has been so filthy for years the fire flies ignite, lighting the way through the dark that i hid from you that i lived in, and you never noticed
i let it slip i had my catharsis my exorcism i freed my demons but they're all right here
because i haven't told you
yet
kazuka78 · Fri Jun 26, 2009 @ 01:48am · 0 Comments |