In the past, you'd cry for me
despite your own strength
you'd call on me to calm you
in the past, you'd tell me that you love me
you'd whisper it to me, as we'd fight side by side
where have you gone?
i can not reach you as i had before
because you are sealing me behind a wall of silence
and you hang her picture on the other side
i don't want to disturb what i take to be your joy
even if it means my pain
even if it means you will disappear and leave me alone
and i shall not haunt you
i will give you up, if that is what you want
if it means i must give up the way you make me feel
the way you talk, and laugh, cry
the way one word from you is better than any praise
the way you are human, yet better than all
the way you are, the one i love
i will try...
if it is what you want
i will try to forget the one who stands so great
whose shadow conceals all the mortals who fall short
even if it means i must try to forget the one
who has forgotten me on a daily basis
because I'm not there at all
if i must endure this death
let it be done
if i must hear you tell me how much you love
another
let me die
let me die in exile
instead of living, pretending it to be otherwise
when I'm no good at pretend
i bet you hate the fact that i can't tell you this, so i recite it to myself
i bet you hate me now, for everything I've said
that's why i couldn't tell you
you'd hate me
please...hate me...turn on me....
so i can stop waiting for it!!!
please, convince me I'm wrong!
then forget all about me...
but please....don't.....
in the past, you'd look at me excitedly
like i was the only person you could see
you'd be in a hurry to tell me everything you felt
when did that start hurting me?
in the past, i loved nothing more to hear from you
to hear about you,
i still do
because i am stuck in the past
 kazuka78 · Thu Jun 25, 2009 @ 10:15pm · 0 Comments |
