He wants to know my reasons when i thought he'd agree is this hope? i shouldn't kid myself I have determined that i have to step it up or step back
i have don't have the confidence or the means to step up, so i think i have to leave and let him live his life the way it would be if i had never met him and i wouldn't live my life at all I'd be in a constant state of living death with no reason to go on trying to find something warm because i would have lost the only one worth loving
i try to hold onto him i want to his hand is limp in mine in fact, it's not even in mine because he's not here
kazuka78 · Sat Jul 04, 2009 @ 11:21pm · 0 Comments |