ahahahahahahaha! it's funny it's so damn funny he says he wouldn't be fine if i left him alone he said he's sure of that he's so damn sincere how come i doubt his love?
because it's been 9 am to 9 pm and he hasn't said anything to me of his own volition or in response 2 hours have passed since i tried to reach him this is why i doubt him because he'll reassure me one day and forget the next
perhaps something bad has happened but i;m sure it's something good so good, his phone is off, on an arm chair in the corner under his shirt and she's running her finger down his chest as i have so wished to do but I'll never have that chance will i?
hahahahaha! see? it's funny! i jump every time my phone goes off because i think it's him but so far, it hasn't been him once I'm starting to worry because I've lost him one way or another see how he has me? see how i don't have him? see how I'm scared no matter what?
Sept 27, 2011 update: I had that chance. To touch him. And I enjoyed it. The sweetest memory I have. Yet...he ripped me in half anyways just last Sunday night. Don't let that spoil the rest of this for you, anyone who cares.
kazuka78 · Mon Jul 06, 2009 @ 02:58am · 0 Comments |