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-sobs-
I have failed you all~!
I said that I wasn't going to buy any Gaia Cash, but screw that because now I am. D:
Seriously! HAVE YOU SEEN THE MASQUERADE?! HUH? Dude, I want that SOO badly and I thought, "Hey, I want the Gimpi too! Maybe I should play the market!" and then I decided I am wasting my 25 dollars for a Cash card. Hopefully my mom let's me. -is still not old enough to make decisions by herself- gonk

Anyways, I am trying to make a profile layout. Dx I am using lil_neko's guide. I love the guide~! It's so detailed and helps me out a lot. I used to be fluent in CSS (well, actually more HTML) but that died when I took a break from making my own layouts and decided to just have a "Current" layout.

HAHAHA~! rofl So I was trying to fix up the content part by spacing it more down and to the right, when I saw this white box that wouldn't go away. DUDE I was so pissed I was cussing out loud and having a cow over that damn box when I was like,"I should just put everything back and forget about the spacing." Well, then I did that when EVERYTHING LAYERED OVER EACHOTHER. My facial expresson? eek That was my face all right. DX I was all like, WHAT THE FUNK!? Yeah, 'cause cussing is bad. >___> -cusses a lot but not that much out loud-

Yeah, and so I just was totally pissed and I wanted to get out my dad's shot gun and shoot the computer. D: But, I can't, ya know? It's not my computer. . 3.' Yeahhhh, so after a while, I read that you can make stuff transparent, so I was like, "AHHH~! Ray of lighhhttt~!" And I just added background:transparent; and that fixed that problem.

BUT! You can see that my profile is coming together okay-ish.

I listened to the song "The Climb" by Miley Cyrus. What did I do? I CRIED. My sister, Mandy (also known as twiztulip on Gaia), told me about how her friend started crying in the car while listening to that song. So, it was on the radio so I was listening to it while I was drawing. I've been drawing a lot lately since it seems that maybe I can get into the art field for my career, but I have no idea. There are so many things that I want to do, but everyone is telling me to get an art career and I know that's great that people believe I have a talent for art, but I am wondering what should I really do, ya know? Well, I was listening to the song, going through my sketch book when the words slapped me in the face. D: The song's about getting to your dreams and I just burst out crying. I wanna be in a band, but everyone's telling me I already have the stuff needed to be an artist. D; So, I cried a lot. I was like, "Yeah! I HAVE SO MANY STRUGGLES MAN. -sobs-". Normally, I don't like Miley Cyrus's songs, but this one's great. D;

But yeah, that's that for this diary thing journal. D: WHATEVER THIS IS.