I just woke up from a nap, in which I had slightly stressful dreams that I can't recall. All I remember was that I was given something to give to someone.
And people.
Tall-ish perhaps blonde people.
Its been wierd. From an flux of remembering all my dreams, and getting hit by so many that one night it was like BAMDREAMwakeupBAMDREAMwakeup, and that it was interesting because everytime I came out of a dream, before I would wake up, this person with short black hair in a kimono named Luna would be there, and somehow I knew that person represented someone else.
I was wondering why they were called Luna and BAH I"M RAMBLING.
So from that flux, now I sleep like a log, and if I have dreams, I can't remember anything but unconscious darkness.
I think my mind's giving me a break.
It knows that I'm pretty wacked.
Especially with all these different things I've been thinking about.
Like for one, my lack of exercise and sudden ice cream cravings have left me slightly bigger, a bit aghast, and with a motive to be healthy and fit.
Like
Samurai training~!
However, not.
So I go running, and I keep a good pace, but then its all ruined and I have to stop to stretch a little, and sometimes walk, and I feel like that failed BUT TOMORROW I SHALL TRY AGAIN because I really need to get back in shape and prove I am a girl worth looking at...what?
And then this thinking, that has really calmed down (thank you Rational Maya I love you so much sometimes you make me feel so much better T-T) because this person I know, who's nice but rather distant and I think he mostly just acknowledges our acquaintance because I help his brother; well a friend of the brother told me some weird stuff, slightly flattering, and mostly baffling from/about this guy and I've been overthinking everything and feeling rather worn out because of it.
I over think things a lot, and therefore I suffer.
It is good I have Rational Maya, otherwise my foolish and stupid behavior would've been extended for a longer period, and I can't have that, nope.
In any case, tonight, at 12:05 I'm going to the Harry Potter 6 premier~!
So excited.
Its gonna be hawt <3
And since I will prove to my dad that I can be super stealthy coming home at 2:30 in the morning, I will climb into my bedroom window.
>: D
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