... I get to go to another concert tomarrow... But i don't even know if i want to go... Why should i...? I don't have a way up there and i'm too much of a coward to ask... I just wanted to go because... Well... It doesn't matter... *Sigh* ... I just want to go back to school... Everything is simple in school... Just sit there and do nothing... Fail gracefully... But, no... The ******** human species has to put pressure on themselves, not only to do well, but to be normal... I'mk not doing well in either catagory... I'm an imbosile, and i have no life... I was already a failure at birth... Why am i still here...? Shouldn't i have been hit by a car or something...? Maybe if i went out more... But i have no where to go...!! And i can't very well sit dead center of the street right in front of my house, thats too stupid for even me... *Sigh* I don't know... And neither does anyone else... The benifit of being alone... No one to know you, no one to hurt you... No one to save you... Whatever... I stopped caring a long time ago... But, if that were true... I wouldn't be her now...
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A world of my own... To do with as i will...
A very dark place you don't want to go...
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I show to the world this Angelic side,
While the true Demon inside of me can only hide...
While the true Demon inside of me can only hide...