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I watch as the window panes are stained crimson with my blood,
I listen as I hear my body fall to the ground with a thud.

My eyes, now aching from crying tears of love,
Now look toward the sky above.

I look at Him,
He nods to me and tells me never to give up because it would be a sin.

Your words alone are enough to tear me limb from limb.

But those three words... Oh those three words... How I miss them.

You gave me life,
And you took away that knife.

So why have you given up?
Why have you left my side?
How shall I ever abide?

Without you...

Nothing has a taste,
Everthing is gray.
Life now, is no more than a waste,
Because those three words I can no longer listen to you say.

Don't you remember the promise you made to me that day?

That no matter what,
You and I would never give up.

Well, I know you hate me, and I know you have given up.
But... I also know, that you still love me.

Why else is my feeble heart still beating?
I know our love was NOT fleeting.

You ask how I know if any of it was real?
You ask how it can be such a big deal.

My answer...
I am still here...
I can't give up on you,
Not now,
Not ever...






This is to Kristie Tripodi. The love of my life. I will love you till the end of time Kristie, and that can never change.

Forever and Always,
~Kat~

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