I'm tired of being told that what I do isn't good enough.
It makes me feel inferior.
Recently, everytime I go back to my mom's house
I come home to a lecture.
I don't like that.
I have been grounded from the computer for 2 weeks
that im with her, the days I'm with my dad don't count.
Then at school, people keep saying
"Oh, Nathalie, so beautiful..."
It hurts me.
No one ever tells me that.
My dad has never told me that.
Ever cry
Today at school we did tryouts for a dance that we're going to do for Hispanic heritage month.
We're going to dance in front of the entire school in a pep rally and then we're going to perform in Leto High School.
I'm not the type of person who likes to speak in front of large crowds, let alone dance.
Nathalie tried out and everyone was cheering her on, "Yay beautiful"
I felt so ... beneath her.
No one cheered for me.
But Jony kept pulling back the curtain I was behind.
I don't know why, maybe he was trying to see my dancing.
I hate Nathalie.
It's not fair.
