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..what a great day...as im trying to research my video game topic, wondering why its all bustling about..Blu..my mothers pet..keeps yappin..and now with that, I keep talking to her to shut up..she stops for awhile..I lock all the doors so she wont see the day of light..she barks more outside..I find that natural since shes excited..but as the stress came up the only thought was to kill her..that or maim her..but I waited..giving her some tiem before I do it...but as I do..Aunty screams at me..blames me..i was trying to help..no one loves me...only Amber..now I must shed my tears in bed and hope to God my sister will forgive me of my arrogant actions and that Amber will coem back on heart