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its been past a week since I last alked to Amber...my skin is paler...my heart sadder...I feel that she doesnt really love me, yet she says she does...I won't give up!...but I know ths is taking a toll on me..I can't focus in school...I plan on getting out of here as soon as I can, making sure I will be able to be with her..I don't care about the child in her, I just want to be with her!!..I pray every night now, hoping she will get on...I don't care about school..I don't care about my parents...right now..only Amber...thats how much I love her..my mom gave me a new phone..perhaps...things are getting bettr..I feel more positive...maybe I should work on my projects now...but I hope to God she'll get on...I want to be with her and spend Halloween looking at her lovely new costume..I only wish they would read my journals...my sister is going to see her lover by plane...Im truely alone now...what can I do but cry..grab a GPS..and drive...im coming Amber..don't give up on me... heart