Hey,
So when exactly were you planning on telling me about your wedding? I had to find out through other people. What kinda bullshit is this Jim? We were like brothers from 7th grade up until you decided you'd rather treat me like crap and be with half a dozen different girls.
What is this I hear about Daren Steele being your best man? ********? I've actually known you were planning on getting married for a long time now. I've been sitting around waiting for that email, just that word on what you're doing.
This freaking hurts. Do you remember when we promised each other to be best mans at our weddings? What the hell happened with you Jim? One moment we were close friends, and the next you would only talk with me for a minute, and break off our conversations in MIDFREAKING SENTENCE if your girlfriend walked by. Did you not wonder why I stopped talking to you as much? It was because you'd change yourself completely for every girlfriend you got. It didn't matter whos feelings you hurt. Even if it was one of your best friends for years!
You left me alone sophomore year damnit. I'll never forget that. You and jayme made me feel like crap because I didn't have any money our junior year. I don't even freaking know what happened senior year, oh yeah thats right you'd stop talking to me in mid sentence so you could hang out with your girlfriend. I'd understand leaving to be with her dude really I would. BUTINTHEMIDDLEOFASENTENCE?!
Let's not forget how you made fun of me when I went to TN the first time. Everyone freaking told me about what you guys said when I was gone. Did you not think that hurt?! Here I was pushed away from my best friend several times, I had FINALLY found someone that was enjoyable to talk to and LIKED me in return. But did I get the support from my friends?! HELLNO you ridiculed me behind my back.
Now here's the ******** irony. You did the exact same thing I did and got with a girl long distance. Did I every bring it up and throw it in your face?! NO I freaking talked with you and gave you advice on how to handle it! Oh it was hurting me on the inside but we were friends for YEARS! I couldn't hold a grudge and treat you like s**t as you treated me!
I was even going to overlook everything. But you haven't even freaking TOLD me about you getting married. What the hell man? I'm glad we can keep promises about being each others best mans.
Oh yeah, that's right you can't. Well have a freaking great life. It's glad to know you'd just piss away our years of friendship. I shouldn't be suprised really, especially with all the crap you pulled before.
Goodbye Jim.
DJ Bothwell
