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5 Months Of Sundays
Just the reality of a 27 year old recovering addict and old time gaian.
(Greg you probably see it differently this is the way I saw it)

So like around September I was having really bad cramps, But no "That time" So if your on here I won't be at school on Friday because I have a doctors appointment.
Just to see if everything's okay, Mother say's they'll probably put me on Birth control or something, Dunno how comfortable I am with that but..Hey have to do what you have to do right? I mean it's for my health seeing that (Sorry for little ears or guys) I haven't had a period in almost 7 months..It may be a good idea just to do what Dr.Asplin tell's me too. (My doctor).

Well About other stuff.
According to my ex (Gregory) this started a few weeks ago. To me I only noticed a few days ago that, Because of our schedules and everything, We were not talking very much. I only noticed that this started about Monday last week or so. So..When he kept being busy, I asked him if he was mad at me he said no. Then attempts again either he wasn't on or I was busy. Homework, Talking, Friends, Ect. Yesterday when I said we need to talk more and complained he's like yeah. And we went on then I got a call, According to him doesn't matter who (It was from my mum) and had to just say brb and left. Well, Aparently that wasn't freaking enough because when I got back I had him ask "Where the hell were you for the last two and a half hours" I was like Phone call sorry, Uhm I have to call a person back so if you go to bed just please leave me an offline message or something with goodnight love you going to bed ect. He's like Wait..You have to go after not ten minutes earlier complaing that we didn't talk enough..I was like well ..He's like You know what Whatever cya, No I love you nothing. So I stomp off in the middle of dinner and talk to my friend matthew, Greg never gets back on. So this morning I sent him an IM saying, Dude what's going on? Hes like I have to go back to work that's what. Then he logged off again then
This afternoon I get back from school and I ask him, If were over or what so I get this long three paragraph converse. About how..
I basically used him, And everytime I find a new guy friend or old one I blow him off then go Ohmy..Greg will do anything and throw him away to date this guy (Btw Greg This only happend one fricking time) And that I never told him about the Allen thing, Which if your on my friends list you know about it Well most of you. And that I never said his name, And a proper guy wouldn't tell me he had feelings for me. And stuff..So I was just like, You know what I told you about this before we dated and he's like well it wasn't from memorie loss YOU NEVER TOLD ME. I was like fine..I never told you fine. Then he just goes on about how it's noit right for me and the only reason I come back is cause I know he'll do anything again in the last 7 months only broken up 2 times. And only one was for another guy. Oh I'm sorry that I freaking talk alot and it just happens to be guys. If I knew you were ganna be such a jelous frick I wouldn't of asked you out in the first place.
And to you, If I knew all this before I wouldn't have. And for crying out loud
if you really think this s**t, Then it might be nice for you to stop freaking lieing to me and telling me you love me when obviously you don't if you think this s**t. I mean you can ask anyone I know irl. They will tell you that I talk about you all the time how I'm so fricking happy with you. How I actually love you. How now I know what love is. But what does that matter to you Gregory, So that you can accuse me. Oh and btw my sister did hack my gaia. Thanks for calling me a lier though also she hacked my IM. But what does that matter again.
Gregory you don't love me if you did you would fricking tell me this stuff let alone Freaking think it.
Then what do I get at the end of that message.
You can be freakin bothered to work it out.
I'm Taking that as were over cause last time I checked when a guy puts the last thing he says to you before leaving is
"******** you"
Ussally there dumping you. Well I have a mentional part for you
I was ganna tell you decided to go all acussive on me.
Thanks Alot.
And a perfect saying goes to this
Don't worry hun you didn't break my heart you distroyed it. Hope your happy.
Katie.





 
 
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