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My Personal Curse
There is only one person to whom I wish to expose myself so fully, and in truth I am here only because I do not wish for them to see me as such. If you are the one I am so blessedly possessed by, welcome. To all others,... Please be gentle.
This would be a filler if I had readers. crying

Enjoy my poems, nobody:

I smiled as you spoke; Heard your voice but never broke.
Was blind by all the honesty that turned to find no truth for me.
My trust is shattered under your heel, and now I see what truth is real.
The demon of this world lay true, the demon lies inside of you.
So slay the evil you detest. Cry out again in bold protest.
You speak of judgement, heart abold, and find no shame in sins you hold.
So preach no more of pure intent,
when you are that with seeks to vent the pain of turning back again;
Of denying that you might sin.
You never were strong enough, the road, to you, justed looked too rough.
So, weep to no man, seek your peace; Pray that you may find relase.
Release from yourself and twisted greed.


Gaara

Homicidal, suicidal, everybody dies
Fighting honor, let it die, everybody dies
Let them die, let them die
Let the weak unworthy die
Fighting only for myself, let them die.

Slipping through my hand
As everybody cries
Slipping through like sand
And everybody dies
Let them die, let them die
Let the mocking jester die
To this day I see your face, let them die

The sand protect me from myself
Let everybody drindle, let them go
The bodies pile up, let them die
And the gleam in my eye let's you know
Let them die, let them die
Let the pain just fade and die
To the code that I hold, let them die.

I saw you there
I saw the hands on your waist
I saw the look in your eyes
I saw the way you looked away
I saw the way you blush each time
I felt the pain deep inside
I felt the empty pit inside me
I felt it deeper and I cried
I felt your glare as I asked
And the hate you gave to my plea
I felt the warmth as it balanced out
And as you began to bleed
I saw the soft and velvet neck
I saw the look as they drew tighter
I saw that final look in your eyes
As I felt the brittle snapping shift
I felt the life run dry
And felt the temperance
As your blue eyes finally die.


Storm

A tear was shed as the rain came down
Drowning out the love I'd found
The rain of hate and soured love
Flows thick enough to drown my blood

Final Call
A voice is shattered by the broke wind
The hollow cry of the lost
Echos haunt the empty halls
Of death and release, the brother Grim.
I ask not for forgiveness, repentance is lost
As my wrists finally quiet
And the light starts to dim
One voice that I hold to
The voice that betrayed
Let's not my heart rest
And the night takes me in.

Merchant of Release
When blood is the only sight
And the world has fallen around itself
There will be one face smiling
Through the mist of blood
With a grin of final misery I will say
Good bye sweet world and hello death.

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Vix Viral
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commentCommented on: Wed Feb 08, 2006 @ 08:18pm
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commentCommented on: Sat Feb 11, 2006 @ 07:09am
nice, deep depressing poems. I like them.



mythlady11
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