Being away from Tom sucks majorly... Not being able to talk to him when I want isn't easy. It's as if we returned to the earlier part of our relationship yet, in a way, this is worse. At least back then we could talk almost everyday. Right now we can just send letters and, when he's allowed, we can have a very very short phone conversation. To make things worse, his mom, though I love her, seems to always be adding a billion pages to her letters and leaving me in the dust. I sometimes wonder if she's competing with me or something...
I don't know. I just need him back. I miss the affection and warmth that only he could give me. Yeah, there's always other people around me but I'm still lonely. He's the only one I feel totally comfortable with and I won't be able to see him till July, rather than in May like it was originally planned.
Bleh... It's just not fun. ._.
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