((MOST WON'T UNDERSTAND THIS D< Anyways it's Emmy's thoughts behind one of the rps. ;D Yes it's werid. FFFFFFFf. Not my normal random self. But then again Emmy isn't all fun and games if you look into what she's really thinking. I may do something like this behind a past RP - When Pre is said to be 'dead'. FFF~ Anyways didn't reread it. So mistakes may be in it.. Oh well. ;D ))
I was drunk, that much was for sure. My burry eyes, and my dizzy head proved that point. I could hardly see, and my head was starting to pound. I knew what this ment. I was about to get sick.
I rarely ever drank beer, but Kangin had dragged me over to the bar when we all came into this party. I didn't think much of it until after the first few drinks.
I crashed to the floor, giving a moan as my stomach turned. I wanted to get out of this party at the very moment, wanting nothing more then to be at home. I gazed around Kangin, hopping he would be nearby to help me to a place where I could rightfully get rid of the stuff daring to escape my stomach.
But that's when I saw that he was busy. And by busy, I mean flirting. There had to be about five or six girls hanging on, and near him. This did not help my stomach. In fact, I think my heart fell into it making me feel much worse. I spat on the floor before slowly getting to my feet drunkly.
"K..Kangin.." I muttered, not knowning if tears were in my eyes or not. But it felt like they were there. Its really hard to tell things when you are drunk. Trust me, just don't do it.
I swear Kangin only gave me one look, and I though I heard him say my name, but it was too hard to tell with all those girls over him. I wanted to scream and cry my eyes out. But once again, thats hard when you don't have all your senses. I turned away from them and slowly wobbled my way towards the door.
I didn't know how far I would get before I killed over or something. I felt the weakest I'd ever felt in my life. I manage to swing open the door and land on the sidewalk. I still didn't know how long it would before before I finally fell and gave up on it all. I kept moving one foot in frout of the other, not knowning where my feet were leading me, and not that I really cared at the moment.
A loud sound suddenly filled my ears, and by the time I turned my head to see the headlights, I knew it was too late.
The sudden pain that came next was unbareable. I couldn't move at all. I could only hear the voices of many people, but couldn't make out what they were saying. I gently closed my eyes. I kept wonding to myself if this is what death felt like. And then again I didn't want to know if it was how it felt or not. I didn't want to die here. What about my group? They needed me still. But then I thought of Kangin. His face when he was with those girls..
And I felt myself give up all together.
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All I see is a bright white light.. People keep muttering around me. I only see one or two heads.. they have white masks on their mouths. They keeping poking at me. It hurts. They are putting something over my mouth now. I suddenly feel really sleepy. I close my eyes again. Am I dead..?
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"Unni~!! Hee Mi! EMMY!!"
I kept hearing people around me cry out my name and stuff like "Please don't die!" and "Emmy what happened?!"
I gently opened my eyes to see the faces of the people I wanted to see more then ever. Ruth and Pre. Hae and Hyuk where there too. All of them gazed at me with wide, worried eyes.
"Emmy, what happened?!" Ruth asked first, grabbing onto my hand. I wanted nothing more then to tell her what I saw, but for some reason the words couldn't come out. It took me forever just to cough up the words "K-Kan..gin.. girls.." Boy did I feel stupid.
"KANGIN!? GIRLS?! KANGIN WAS FLIRTING WITH GIRLS?!" Ruth shouted, and I was glad I somehow got the point threw with my failed talking. I gave a small nod, sorrow suddenly rushing back to me. My heart seem to hurt more then my body at that moment.
Ruth was then very pissed off. And ohmygah. She looks scary when she's that way. Pre was right along with Ruth, and she looked just about as pissed as Rut did. I frowned and was glad that Kangin wasn't here- speaking of which, I bet he was still at that party..
"EMMY!?" The sudden voice made everyone turn to see. There in the door way- as if he knew we were talking about him- was Kangin. And as if a bomb had just gone off, Pre and Ruth flew at him with so much anger you would think they were going to war. I blinked softly as I watched them disappear out the door, Kangin's cries could be heard loud and clear.
"K-K-..Kan.." I whined, only to have the Hae, and the Hyuk on my case in a heartbeat.
"WANT A DRINK~?" Hyuk said, smiling a bright smile. "FISH CRACKERS~?" Hae said right after, pulling out a handful of them. I smiled softly and took one, nibbling softly. It tasted werid in my mouth.
"W-What are.. t-they d-d-d-oing?" I asked.
The two guys looks at each other for a moment before throwing out random stuff at me. "Oh~! They are playing a new video game!" As if I was going to trust that statement. Ffff. But I gently nodded, following along with it. Hae and Hyuk started randomly talking, as if I was really listening. Being as my mind kept fluttering back to Kangin. And I hated even moment of it. What was going to happen between us now? I didn't really even want to talk to him anymore..
After a few minutes of the random screams outside, Ruth and Pre - dragging Kangin's body behind them - came back in. I blinked stupidly over at them, and frowned. If only my speech wasn't messed up.. not that I had anything really left to say. I rolled over onto my side and closed my eyes softly. Kangin had betrayed my trust, even if I knew he had been drunk. And I didn't know what to say to him anymore..
I was drunk, that much was for sure. My burry eyes, and my dizzy head proved that point. I could hardly see, and my head was starting to pound. I knew what this ment. I was about to get sick.
I rarely ever drank beer, but Kangin had dragged me over to the bar when we all came into this party. I didn't think much of it until after the first few drinks.
I crashed to the floor, giving a moan as my stomach turned. I wanted to get out of this party at the very moment, wanting nothing more then to be at home. I gazed around Kangin, hopping he would be nearby to help me to a place where I could rightfully get rid of the stuff daring to escape my stomach.
But that's when I saw that he was busy. And by busy, I mean flirting. There had to be about five or six girls hanging on, and near him. This did not help my stomach. In fact, I think my heart fell into it making me feel much worse. I spat on the floor before slowly getting to my feet drunkly.
"K..Kangin.." I muttered, not knowning if tears were in my eyes or not. But it felt like they were there. Its really hard to tell things when you are drunk. Trust me, just don't do it.
I swear Kangin only gave me one look, and I though I heard him say my name, but it was too hard to tell with all those girls over him. I wanted to scream and cry my eyes out. But once again, thats hard when you don't have all your senses. I turned away from them and slowly wobbled my way towards the door.
I didn't know how far I would get before I killed over or something. I felt the weakest I'd ever felt in my life. I manage to swing open the door and land on the sidewalk. I still didn't know how long it would before before I finally fell and gave up on it all. I kept moving one foot in frout of the other, not knowning where my feet were leading me, and not that I really cared at the moment.
A loud sound suddenly filled my ears, and by the time I turned my head to see the headlights, I knew it was too late.
The sudden pain that came next was unbareable. I couldn't move at all. I could only hear the voices of many people, but couldn't make out what they were saying. I gently closed my eyes. I kept wonding to myself if this is what death felt like. And then again I didn't want to know if it was how it felt or not. I didn't want to die here. What about my group? They needed me still. But then I thought of Kangin. His face when he was with those girls..
And I felt myself give up all together.
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All I see is a bright white light.. People keep muttering around me. I only see one or two heads.. they have white masks on their mouths. They keeping poking at me. It hurts. They are putting something over my mouth now. I suddenly feel really sleepy. I close my eyes again. Am I dead..?
--
"Unni~!! Hee Mi! EMMY!!"
I kept hearing people around me cry out my name and stuff like "Please don't die!" and "Emmy what happened?!"
I gently opened my eyes to see the faces of the people I wanted to see more then ever. Ruth and Pre. Hae and Hyuk where there too. All of them gazed at me with wide, worried eyes.
"Emmy, what happened?!" Ruth asked first, grabbing onto my hand. I wanted nothing more then to tell her what I saw, but for some reason the words couldn't come out. It took me forever just to cough up the words "K-Kan..gin.. girls.." Boy did I feel stupid.
"KANGIN!? GIRLS?! KANGIN WAS FLIRTING WITH GIRLS?!" Ruth shouted, and I was glad I somehow got the point threw with my failed talking. I gave a small nod, sorrow suddenly rushing back to me. My heart seem to hurt more then my body at that moment.
Ruth was then very pissed off. And ohmygah. She looks scary when she's that way. Pre was right along with Ruth, and she looked just about as pissed as Rut did. I frowned and was glad that Kangin wasn't here- speaking of which, I bet he was still at that party..
"EMMY!?" The sudden voice made everyone turn to see. There in the door way- as if he knew we were talking about him- was Kangin. And as if a bomb had just gone off, Pre and Ruth flew at him with so much anger you would think they were going to war. I blinked softly as I watched them disappear out the door, Kangin's cries could be heard loud and clear.
"K-K-..Kan.." I whined, only to have the Hae, and the Hyuk on my case in a heartbeat.
"WANT A DRINK~?" Hyuk said, smiling a bright smile. "FISH CRACKERS~?" Hae said right after, pulling out a handful of them. I smiled softly and took one, nibbling softly. It tasted werid in my mouth.
"W-What are.. t-they d-d-d-oing?" I asked.
The two guys looks at each other for a moment before throwing out random stuff at me. "Oh~! They are playing a new video game!" As if I was going to trust that statement. Ffff. But I gently nodded, following along with it. Hae and Hyuk started randomly talking, as if I was really listening. Being as my mind kept fluttering back to Kangin. And I hated even moment of it. What was going to happen between us now? I didn't really even want to talk to him anymore..
After a few minutes of the random screams outside, Ruth and Pre - dragging Kangin's body behind them - came back in. I blinked stupidly over at them, and frowned. If only my speech wasn't messed up.. not that I had anything really left to say. I rolled over onto my side and closed my eyes softly. Kangin had betrayed my trust, even if I knew he had been drunk. And I didn't know what to say to him anymore..
