Diary,
I ate today. I think after venting out to Youssef I made myself miserable. I feel better though today after I forced myself to eat. Im going to go home and force myself to eat more too. Im not going to get sick. I will hold it back and let it sit. I am getting closer to aqua though. Im not sure if that is a good thing or bad thing. Both me and her like Leon. But Leon already kissed her. My chances are all out the window, lol. I still have Youssef. Im still thinking very deeply to run away from home to go see him. Then, just come back home. Just go to the border, call him, tell him Im there, then he come see me. Wonder if that would work. Im going to work on the projection more so I can have my soul mingle with his while he sleeps. I know spirits can visit you in your dreams. Im going to ask Tarot to see if it's possible to have my soul leave my body as I sleep and enter Youssef's so we can dream together. Anything is possible.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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